The controversial book that had two false starts is available for purchase. Details here. The version on Amazon.com is expanded and includes an illustration from when the author was twenty-one.

The Notes: An Eye In Shadows

the book is finally done and available for purchase -- the public url is on CafePress.com for this book and updated expanded version is on lulu.com.  You want information to buy this book e-mail me privately for the url to the lulu.com version.  Those of you might wonder what came about into writing this book. Well it was years worth of being on the receiving end of endless bullying when I was a teenager and when I was an adult I was on the end of endless cyber-bullying.  The fact that I was threatened because I was doing the Tabloid Purposes anthologies was one of the factors why I chose to do this book and get it rewritten.  It saw three rewrites, and the third rewrite it was done.  Part of the book is available on AuthorsDen for free but if you want to rest of the book grab it in print on CafePress.com.   It is a memoir but in parts it is horror, and other weird things that happened along the way.  The groundwork for Collectives and Tabloid Purposes were laid out at a young age.
         I was cyberbullied for ten years and people listed my phone number and all of the whole nine yards. There was a book written that libeled my family so I knew I had to write a counter book but this time I had to do everything I can to get it done as fast as possible.   The result was the new incarnation of it.  It's part design -- was inspired by Armstead's Darkness Fears delivery.  I was a teenager during the time that was becoming the reality from Philip K Dick's imagination.   I knew that I would write about my teen years in some way or form -- in fact Past Scars and Haunted Thoughts were stories that dealt with the teen years at a distance, and Lake Fossil in part was inspired by a lot of my teenage years.  The character in Flying Cigars was basically me as a teenager so yeah I had to do this kind of book to make those stories more eerier and the other two books will be much darker.   Terry Vinson suggested that I do a collection of non-fiction stories but I didn't have enough material to do a non-fiction collection but the idea came to write the book and it is available now.
        Yeah I am dealing with a lot of nasty things head on with this one, the fact there were many sites that maliciously created libelous material was one thing then they would go around stealing my creative properties and watermarking the artwork with their names challenging me to take the artwork back when it was mine to begin with.  This is the book that I knew would come that would follow up some of the most hostile stories of my career -- The Fandom Writer,  Bleed The Freek and Fuckbeater.   
       It was a book I am proud of and knew I had to get out there.  I am just starting in my published author career and to do this kind of book I knew needed to be done to compliment Tabloid Purposes and the other books. The fact that people would label my books with libelous things upon them being released on Amazon and recommended a book that isn't something that Collectives would fall into either.  I will pull no punches with this book so if you're ready for that kind of Nickolaus Pacione, this book is there -- and this is the Nickolaus Pacione that my friends knew growing up.  From the high school geek to being one of the most controversial and confrontational minds in the horror genre and the small press.  Here it is -- the Broken Mindframe Books release:  AN EYE IN SHADOWS