My life was being turned upside down, by some unseen monster, someone who was trying to still my very idenity.
I could not feel safe even in my own home.
They were coming in through my computer, I even began to fear my television.
I felt paranoid, all because someone who had taken away who I was.
The knock on my door earlier that day had been about someone using my checking account again.
Would it ever stop? Would this ever end?
I had no idea, if I would ever have a sembelance of a normal life. When you have things taken away from you, especially your own idenity, you don't know what normal is anymore, and you aren't sure if you ever will.
I'm scared to even leave the house, but I am scared at home too. I can not do anything without feeling a fear, the kind of fear that eats you up inside and out.
I don't know if I am coing or going. I want things the way they were before, I want my idenity back, but it has been stolen.
Someone else is pretending to be me, commiting crimes using my name.
What if they start believing it's me?
I don't know what to do anymore.
I just want this fear to go away...
To Be Continued...