I am offering Coaching for Healing using EFT, Mind Release & The Silva...contact me through my email... NADUAHMARIE@YAHOO.COM
No psych babble, just me teaching you how to find your own way to staying mentally and physically healthy.~~ Spirit Laws... The Law of Attraction.~~
I am on a journey now, a journey to life and healing. To find my purpose to find the road that has been chosen for me. I dedicated my bio page to the abuse but I think it should be dedicated instead to the healing, to the forgiveness, the newness that is be my life.
I have found a gift with the knowledge I gained in my own healing and my writing now is meant to show All that I have learned and that I am grateful for. Today, I embark on that journey. Come with me...
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If you read my work then you know that I have written many different pieces on Jamie Strong, a person I loved from the age of 15, but we ended up seperated by age and time. I learned that in August of 2008, he died of lung disease. My whole life my heart has belonged to him, my dream was to be healed and be able to walk up to him a whole 'adult', minus the emotional issues that had plagued me from childhood and marriage abuses. I now no longer have that chance..and right as he died, I became 'me'. I have not been able to mourn him, the tears don't fall. It does not seem real to me, but surreal. He was special, he loved me and cared for me no matter what. He had an infectious smile and flashing blue eyes that the earth will be sorry to not have. He was talented and a hard worker. There is so much more to say...and most of it can be read in my writing. But never can the essence of him be actually put to words. He is eternal..he lives on in me and my stories and my children who know him well. I will miss him more than I can express. Today he soars with angels as I try to find a way to cope with the loss.
James Lee Strong 41 years old
June13, 1967 to August 2008
Son, Brother, Father, Friend and The Keeper of My Heart
Always is Always Jamie
***His New Poem: "Soaring With Angles"***))
Not many get the chance to love, real love more than once in their life. I am one of the fortunate ones. I spent a life time loving Jamie, thinking I would never love anyone else, that when he died, all died with him. Any chance of happiness went to his grave. But that isn't so. Healing my self, all the depression, the illnesses, changing my mind frame, the way I viewed the world, made it possible for God to gift me with the most amazing man ever. He woke up a sleeping heart. Jamie may be the keeper of my heart, but my Horace, my sweet Sir Nightfall is the waker of my heart. He is the one who makes it pound. He is the one that cherishes me, does what all he can for me, loves me sweetly, purely, and in his words...infinity.
The road to healing is often a hard one. With ups and downs along the way. For some, the depression comes back. For me... it there has been no ups and downs, no return of the depression. I continue daily with my tapping (EFT), my mind release.. and when I feel the need I do the Silva. I repeat my mantra daily, many times a day sometimes if I feel the need to 50 times a day.
'I live in health, wealth, abundance and joy'.. .. and every night I walk and I look to the sky and I repeat to 'my' God.. 'thank you it has been a good day, I am grateful' and now for the last yr I have added..'thank you for the gift of Horace'.
I live each day in gratitude, no matter the day. That is a part of the healing process. Always being grateful.. for the good and the bad. The bad leads you to the next road just as much as the good, but with the bad, you have had the opportunity to learn a new lesson of life. That is being grateful, seeing bad happening as a new lesson learned to apply to the next road.
I am truly loved by an amazingly smart and funny, talented, loving man now. A man that would do anything and everything for me. I have beautiful daughters and 2 gorgeous grandbabies.. I am smart, talented, filled with love and spirit, an Aries :) and yes, good with words and I have much to share with the world. What more is there in life?
My new book, is a book on healing... my healing and how anybody can use the methods I used to heal themselves as well. I attribute my healing to my faith in Jesus and his healing powers. He gave me the ability, the knowledge needed to heal myself, to heal others. The fact that I can touch someone and invision touching the hem of his robe and repeat my mantra and know that the person I have touched is healed is amazing to me. True miracles..of faith. My book will others the power, the knowledge they need to heal as well.. a world of healing, a world free of depression, free of fear of tomorrow, fear of men, fear of life.. that is my world.. that is what I am bringing in my book. There are many healing books out there. But how many of those authors have experienced what I have, suffered what I have, survived what I have and healed themselves as I have????
I will post when the book is finished and out. I have been given a gift to reach others. I want to see women who have suffered, feared..free'd. Free and alive, not just surviving, not just getting by, their minds clear, their hearts light.. the sun bright.. there IS a light at the end of the tunnel. I KNOW.. I found it.
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I was raised all over Europe & so I am well traveled. It has helped make a big difference in my look at the world. I am of German, Irish, & Greek heritage.) I have also spent a lot of time in the Mescalero Apache Reservation. All of these things have helped to mold my mind & heart.
Writing & reading is my passion. I love to read medieval stories, fiction & nonfiction & I also love to read Anne Rice's Vampire Chronicles as well as her Beauty Series ~Amazing~, other favorite authors are Cassie Edwards, Johanna Lindsy, Stephen King, Lucia St Clare Robson, as well as Shakespeare and Edgar Allen Poe, Sarah Bennett, Karen Marie Moning, P.N. Elrod, Jaclyn Reding & Lisa Jackson.
I hope that everyone gets something from my words, finds something that is close to home or they can relate to. I love people to get pleasure from my writing.
I am a member of The American Humane. As well as many other groups, like
The Defenders of Wildlife, World Wildlife Fund....& The Texas Coalition of Authors