Earth's Gift is information I intergrated, first within myself. For the last ten years I have worked with individuals to resolve, recognize and move their Emotional Energy Patterns on the Individual and Generational level. It is incredible the amount of unhealthy thoughts and trauma energies that we hold in our unconscious/sub-conscious. They take on their own life force and motivate people unconsciously. These patterns not only exist on the individual level but have been passed down from generation to generation from both parents. I believe on the collective level, we have passed down emotional energy patterns since the beginning of time. History becomes our best example. Presently, we are not emotionally engaging any differently than three thousand years ago, two thousand years or even five hundred years ago. We still live in the world with the energy of separation creating division on the religious, culture, racial, socio-economic level etc. We have the opportunity today to live within potential instead of struggle reaching our greatest soul fulfillment as human beings.
Currently, I'm living in the beautiful mountains of North Georgia with two cats, one dog and two goats. Nature is one of our best teachers, if we just observe and witness how life flows. Watching the movement of a creek, I came to understand that emotional energy patterns are about linear thought which gets passed down through the generations. Like a creek which is not linear, we are here for movement of patterns and live in the flow of life.
I have a degree in Social Work and was a caseworker at Children's Aid Society. Again, an important teacher in my life was a thirteen year old who was in foster care and experienced two failed adoptions. She would not let anyone touch her and interacted with people in a hostile way. We spent some time together, I stopped acting just as a social worker and meet her with a fearless heart and truth which gained her trust and that wonderful connection. Being a social worker gave me the opportunity to face my attitudes of separation and allowed me the time to fall in love with people by being a human being. A young mother whose life completely fell apart and only had a dirty mattress on the floor to sit on, I had the great chance to observe myself through my response. I sat, she gave me the best she had and I returned the favor.
. The following is one and certainly not my only experience of interaction that helped me to understand about attachments and identification and how they separate us. I also do photograhy, so I decide to photograph 100 people in the rural community I live in. One of the first photo I took was at a store that had a sign inside and outside that expressed very conserverative feelings. I went in, they expressed their views right away and I stated I wasn't here to change that but would like to take a photo. Spoke with the owner, ended up taking photographs. Returned a week later with a copy of the photo and share some of my photos from the community with her. She was shock to see me and appreciated the copy and stated that I should come back and visit. I stated that I would tried but couldn't handle those curves at which time she informed me they weren't that bad. Because of the experience of both of us willing to drop any attachements to our identity and perspective we where able to meet on our common ground of being human beings here on Earth. That is the best place to meet each other, truth of spirit shines.
As an adult doing emotional energy work, I realized that as a child it was something I experienced all the time but had no outlet to understand or explain it; I thought all that sadness, dark thoughts, unkindness, traumas were mine. So, I had to learn how to weave through the experience of other peoples shadow and emotional patterns. Own what was mine and filter through the rest. First, I stripped myself apart for years, read and experience some wonderful healing work. Then gifts started coming to me by age forty. That is where I am today working with individuals, assisting them with the recognizing and moving emotional energy patterns along with finding their emotional/feeling body. Resolution on the individual and generational level can lead to harmony on the collective level.
Before I go I would like to tell about one of the most incredible events in my life that took place twenty-six years ago. I decided to rest in the late afternoon, not sleeping but resting. I looked into the hallway and saw a deep dark hole. I'm a curious person and wanted to experience the hole in a cautious way. I tried to get up and , an energy pinned me down, I could not move. Suddenly what appeared in front of me was a vision of the Virgin Mother, she was draped in white and she kissed me on my forehead. Virgin Mother stated "Soon Your Day Of Peace Will Come." I went through all the questions asking myself about possibly having a melt down. Now, the interesting point is, my family lineage is Jewish and I was raised with no religious teaching or experiences. We never dissused religious issues, attitude or feelings at the dinner table.Several minutes passed and I was able to get up. I told a friend, who then purchased a picture of Virgin Mother that I kept on my bed side table hoping we could speak again. It happen, Virgin Mother stated she needed to speak with me. I bent down, she told me "There is a Universal War going on between light and dark, and you never take a position, you stand in the center." That was the last conversation we had and I longer needed to keep the photo. I understood that my experience was with the energy of intuition, feminine energy. Now, I'm not quick to integrate concepts so I thought and thought, then felt and felt what the Virgin Mother said and sat with it for years. I observed myself and others and finally understood the concept of standing in the center. I call that center "neutral space", the only place that has zero charge, the place of nothingness. In the place of nothingness, we have no attachment, no identification that keep us separate from one another, from Earth, from ourselves and the Universe and Creation. Only in the neutral space, which is nothingness, can we join and become part of everything.
There is so much I have experienced and truly come to understand that my emotional energy work does not belong to me, "I'm a servant to what I have come to know and understand." Earth gives us a huge opportunity to learn how to live in truth, integrate polarity, loss our ego and attachments so we can join each other as human beings.