AuthorsDen.com   Join | Login  

   Your Online Literary Community! 
 Popular! Books, Stories, Articles, Poetry
Where Authors and Readers come together!

Signed Bookstore | Authors | Books | Stories | Articles | Poetry | Blogs | News | Events | Reviews | Videos | Success | Gold Members | Testimonials

Featured Authors:  Auntie Val, iByron Edgington, iArthur Jackson, iPaul Ulasien, iSandy Lender, iWynn Schiller, iLaurie Conrad, i

 
Home > Author > Tia T Walker
 
Tia T Walker

· Become a Fan
· Contact author
· Stories
· 2 Titles
· Add to My Library
· Share with a friend
·
Member Since: Jan, 2009

Tia T Walker, click here to update your pages on AuthorsDen.






  Tia T Walker           

Share  Save   [ Subscribe]        

" Reading is my soul."


Background Information

 What It Feels like to be a Ghost By: Tia Walker

 

Before my mother died, she used to tell me to be the person I want to be and don’t feel afraid to tell people what I feel like inside. I never really thought about what she told me until now. I’m only 15 and I live with my alcoholic step mom and my sex addicted dad. I’m a antisocial person. I never really hang out with my friends anymore, because I’m afraid they’ll know my secret. The biggest secret I keep is that I cut my wrist. The reason why I did it was because my dad. My dad raped me and I’m afraid to tell anyone, not even my friends. I just keep this feeling all bottled up inside. I know my friends talk bad about me behind my back. I know they say things about the way I dress and all. I don’t really care cause I’m invisible. No one will care about me so why should I care. One thing I enjoy doing is playing the piano. Something my mom taught me how to do. I drown out all the fights with my step mom and dad and actually get away. I miss my mom, and I wish she was still alive. Every night I pray that she will come back and I know that’s stupid but its true. Music is the best thing that ever happened to me. At school I’m nobody but I have this hiding spot where I can play an electric piano I brought from home and a acoustic guitar that my grandmother gave me before she died. Music is my soul. Almost is my family. Tonight my dad snuck into my room while I was asleep. I was dreaming about my mom and I thought he was my mom and then when I woke up it wasn’t her. It was my dad, a monster, a perverted man that I called dad. I couldn’t move because he was so strong so I just laid there until he was done. When he was done. I played moms lullaby in my head to soak out all the pain. But I kept feeling that pain in my heart, burning until it was done. I couldn’t take that pain and so I ran from my room, out from the apartments, and on to the roof where the world around me thought I was invisible. I stepped on the edge of the building, gripping the rails behind me. I decided to let go. Let go of all the pain, let go of all the suffering, let go of me. I fell from the tall building and the only thing I thought about was my mothers lullaby playing over and over in my head until I hit the ground. So I ended all the suffering, all the pain and regret of being here and decided that I’d end my life. That’s what it feels like to be a ghost...

 

 

© 2008 Tia Walker

 

 

This is a story i wrote

Birth Place
Vanndale, AR United States
Accomplishments

I've been on the A and B honor role since Kindergarten and now that im in high school i am in A.P english

Additional Information

I'm working on a new story

Contact Information

P.O. Box 104 
vanndale    
Contact Author: Tia T Walker


Featured Book
Embers under my skin
by Albert Russo

Albert Russo's new poetry book..  
BookAds by Silver
Gold and Platinum Members


Featured Book
In Defense Of The Cross Of Christ: For many walk, of whom I
by Steven Holley

Penetrating analysis of cause and cure of spiritual anemia, counterfeit Christianity, and shipwrecked leadership. Based on Philippians 3:18, “For many walk, of whom I hav..  
BookAds by Silver
Gold and Platinum Members





Authors alphabetically: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

Featured Authors | New to AuthorsDen? | Add AuthorsDen to your Site
Share AD with your friends | Need Help? | About us


Problem with this page?   Report it to AuthorsDen
© AuthorsDen, Inc. All rights reserved.