From the moment i was born i could feel humanity around me, the good, the bad, and the cruel. Maybe for some we go on with our lives until it ends but for me i kept it close like a rare book not found in stores and since then i have looked for answers.
Why are people so evil towards one another people when showing kindness offers more for the reality we live in today?
Why do we need on a government? Aren't we all adults? Aren't we supposed to be free? Can't we live without someone telling us how to?
Why does race matter?
Is anyone truly happy enough to just be who they are?
Sadly millions have asked these same questions and probably gain nothing in return but then again how would i know if i ask the same questions that they did? Confucius once said, "How can we try to understand life when we can't even understand death" Confucius was a wise man and even he said "a wise man is one who knows nothing".
As for death I have ponder over this many times and I find it odd that one day we will all become dust; now when i say this I’m not saying it with fear but with curiosity.
We live an average of 30,000 days which is around the age of 76 and i for one see this to be such a short time for a gift so dear. Why is our time so short on earth? there are many people i have grew fond of over the years and it would be a shame to lose such a light.
But like i said before i'm not scared only worried on what i will miss and what beauty awaits in the upcoming years when i'm not around. Like in the year 3000 where will we all be? what will become of our dreams, our loves, our hopes, our friends...because to tell the truth i don't want to lose those i care about.
They say within the heavens is where our final resting place stands, a place where family and friends become one again and peace rains like the evening stars appearing before night.
I pray that i am worthy for such a place and maybe in the end this is where all the answers lay and the harmony begins.
Sorry for the rant i simply had some thoughts