Till now I keep the dream deep inside my heart, my friend, which intriqued by photos sent to me by my Sister Lorena (thanks Lorena, it is very meaningful for charging my spirit to face life)
To have wooden house with porch, separated lodge for my working space on the praire. Much like what i see in "Little House in The Praire" during my childhood.The different is, my version are with Iron horses, high powered, yet very low environtal damage.
In the lodge, A set of computer is ready for massive Iron horse repair and everything, while the little porch on the house is to spend quality time with my two unconditional family.
Yes both part are to satisfy my ego, and when the Ego satified the heaven come up.
Thing is my friend, though i don't understand much about the bike, if have time and enough things to do exprements, i believe I can fix my own Iron horse (1993 160cc Japanese) at present.
It is because, even though the bike is engine, but they work harmoniously or they won't go smoothly. Based on that, My newbie position in most of life aspect doesn't really put me in fear, but much to eagerness to understand. Once you love something, You already put your heart on how to be connected, the rest will comeup to you.
yet most of the time, patience is my problem.....it is not very easy to this one my freind.
The easiest way to say what I meant in this note is "Universe is like a very big Engine Iron horse for me. What I gotta do is to understand my self and all part (if possible) connecting with the BIg Horse.........than my friend...gradually and finally I will have the Big Horse in my soul and heart.
Through each one of you,...i should and I have learn the parts that I need to learn......
Thank You my friend for always being there for me (I somehow know , how hard you try to be). Though you might be not tagged in this note, still You are the selected among others. Amazinng patient each one of you have letting me learn from you...I know I have been a spoiled child more than once...Your tongue yell to me but your heart smile to me. A kind of rare friendship nowadays Ain't it?
The bike will not run smooth if they don't work as One ^__