I don't know the right way how to write this, so I will write as similar as possible to the dream I had, about 20 hours ago.
I only write this because the dream was so real and I can remember most detail without hard remembering..hoping somebody can offer me an explanation.
In the dream I met somebody just like with almost 20kg body weight different I am 90kg/172cm tall/5 feets three inches), has cut wounds everywhere, some even quite an open one but without bleeding (this also surprise me). He is wearing just ordinary or perhaps bad taste of clothing, (short and just simple shirt, no sandal or shoes). Immediately, even in a dream I know or I believe that this is me or my twin from another demension.
His face is showing heart pain more that a bit, but the physical pain seemed did not really matter to him, perhaps he can feel the phisical pain but he choose to ignore it. My twin here, is running away from local procedure or ceremony of cutting his head, namely as the gate to enter a higher level ( don't know how or what is it about). My twin choose to run and save the head, at first I thought because of fear, but at the end of the dream, a blurr idea came up, that the reason is actually my twin doesn't believe or doesn't wanna enter the higher level.
I met also a lady, chinese in appearance, but native America in clothing, (I don't recognize this lady among present people I live with today) seems praying for my twin with an open hand, plus some smoke around her. She was trying to say that everything is okay and no need to fear, yet my twin was lying powerless in front of her, with heart consuming fear.
Like a flip scene of a movie, the setting change to be a little city(bout 60s) and I am facing a cashier (surprisingly this cahsier room is very secure with iron bar and everything, more like a bank cashier to me) on the drugstrore, trying to get some medicine. The cashier just give me two or three pills. This made me feel as if he cheated on me about the sum of the pills.
Just like before, a figure pop up next to me, turn to be one of my close friend during college (1995). he talked to the cashier, trade some pills from his pocket, then the cashier give one whole pack of my twin pills (almost about 50 pills) saying, that both of my twin and the college friend owe him big one, and they are friends now.
Than i simply wake up without sweat or fear.......
I don't know whetter this is connected or not. I manage to be trained in chikung meditation level one, using tantra below navel for two years and manage to smash 1 x 1/2 meter (half inch thick) black glass into smaller pieces up til 5 cm big, by one knock of finger. I stop right away. The training is not open to public so there were only eight of us. I am the second. never once I practice again since then.
At present, If I got angry, I mean really angry, my whole body is shaking.... (But i don't turn green hahaha)
PS: If any of you my friend have opinion of what this dream try to tell me, would you share it? I believe this dream is trying to tell me something which i don't understand. Perhaps like giving letter to illiterate person. Any information each one of you share will be considered valuable and will perhaps help me a lot. Pleasee...