This pain to which i'm addicted.
Myself, Being the one who inflicted.
Ripping myself to shreds Over thoughts of you.
Desperatly wondering what next i might do.
Scared of myself I have become.
As i look in the mirror asking what i've done.
Tears like razor blades stream down my face.
I cover up my pain the next day....Gone with out a trace.
I am the one you least thought to be upset.
Though my mind is always filled with sorrow and regret.
To show weakness, i cannot.
How many times you've hurt me...I have forgot.
Colapse on my bed the end of they day, let my music consume me.
Close my eyes tightly and let myself dream.
"Take me to a Happy Place." Desperatly escapes my lips through a whisper.
Take me to a place where i don't have to see you with her....