I awake to know that you are not here with me anymore and to know you never will be.But it makes me wonder why you didnt come back to me and I also wonder why you never told me but you told the its breaks my heart. From the first day we kissed the way you touched my skin now that was a epic night. The thing is it felt so real.I guess none of it was real for you. The way you held me in your arms felt so nice thinking that you really cared for me and loved me. It was youre choice you chose wrong not to come back to me,and it really does break my heart you left me for some beach! I hope you know I dont give a flying panda. But I hate knowing you never said a real goodbye.