I can see you sitting there.
The sun in your eyes, the wind in your hair,
And you turn to me with such a smile.
Could it be me? Or someone new?
It can't be me you're looking to-
I wonder all the while.
He shows up. He steals your heart
With his good looks again while I fall apart.
And now and then, I would not mind
Another chance, if you'd be so kind,
To tell you that I love you
And try to get it right this time.
You did not deserve to be treated so,
Tortured, lied to, silenced; I know
I can't do much to ease your pain.
I'll give you a bed, a sanctuary,
My food, my care, and, if you'll permit me,
I'll try to earn your love in vain.
But I see the longing for him in your eyes;
What I know him to be, you don't realize.
And now and then, I would not mind
Another chance, a way to find
The words to say I love you
And try to get it right this time.
So dark, so cold your skin must be;
In death, you're trapped, but your soul is free,
But that does little to comfort me.
I finally have you in my arms,
To protect your broken body from further harm;
I care not that you never loved me.
If you won't live, so be it, then.
Beyond Death's door I'll see you again.
And now and then, I lose my mind;
I cannot breathe, I think I'm blind.
All I know is, I love you
And I will get it right this time.