Have you ever noticed a flaw in your upbringing. Have you ever blamed your parents for anything. I have. Just a thought from my mind put into words so that we may share our worlds.
I can’t help but wonder what my parents wanted for me. I know that they had to try. Maybe they gave up or maybe their reality was far worse and the life I live is an upgrade to the life they had. I do know this, people die every day and if I was supposed to be dead I would be. No one said life was perfect. It is supposed to be a struggle. Anytime you are running a winning race it is hard to go forward with all the distractions and people trying to beat you out. Have you ever seen someone pick up a football and run the wrong way? His path is clear, no one is stopping him, and he is smiling. Until he gets into the end zone and notices he was running the wrong way. He made a point for the other team. Now he has to work twice as hard to tie the game and its almost impossible to come back and win. That is life. When you are doing what is wrong and feels good it seems like everything is smooth sailing. Nothing is in your way. You have plenty of money, houses, cars, sex and you are happy. Have you noticed that when you got to where you thought you wanted to be you were in the wrong end zone? You had nothing but a bunch of people laughing at you. Only heaven is perfect so life can’t be. That is how God designed it. Why else would we follow his rules and pray to him if we could live well and have nice things on earth.
I am not trying to chew off your ear but it was a thought. When you and God are all you got; you talk to yourself a lot and you ask God for advice and you make decisions not caring what other people think. I pray every day, Maybe not as much as I should but God knows me and loves me. Stepping into your purpose is never easy. Definitely not fun or the popular thing to do. It is liberating, fulfilling and gives you peace. All that is good and perfect comes from God.
Words from the heart and mind of Nina Roset.
I dont bite my tongue B Cuz it Hurts..
"psalm 112:4" "thesolonoians 22:3" every day u pass the test of faith
u are one step closer to turning around your situation. if God be for
u who dare be against u. greater is he in me then he against me. faith
is your power. all things are possible when you believe. learn to
magnify God and not your problems.
Hi Nina,I enjoy reading this.Sometimes life can be very hard and we just need a little "umph" in our lives just to get by.The purpose that we have for ourselves is much bigger than us.Sometimes it takes longer for people to figure out what is their true purpose in this world.take care of yourself.