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Heather M. White

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Dead Inside
by Heather M. White
Monday, March 22, 2004
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Just the site makes me puke
I hate it
I feel it
I live it
I scream it
Still you dont get it
My body and soul rots away
as i lie passed out on the floor
but still,
you dont see
you cant see
you wont see
you refuse to see
this f*cked up reality
my immortality
just one little part of me
so i cut
slice it all away
and pour desiese infected insects
into each of my bleeding wounds
I'll let them eat me away
And smile as they eat awya the pain,
The f*ckin pain
that cuts like a burning knife going
slowly but deeply into my gut,
the pain that you refuse to see
Just the site of life every morning,
The smell of honey dew flowers,
The sound of chirping blue birds outside the window
It all makes me fuckin puke
And I hate it all
I feel it all,
Every f*ckin sharp pain of my
heart everytime it beats,
skips a beat
I live it all
i scream it all
every f*ckin thought in my bloody head
still,
you get nothing,
hear nothing,
refuse everything,
everything i f*ckin said,
i tried to tell you
inside i feel dead

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Reviewed by Lady Peg (Reader) 3/22/2004
heather ,

Welcome to A.D.
This is deep and could feel it.
Well done.

lady Peg
Reviewed by Retta (Reindeer) Mckenzie 3/22/2004
Ah Heather, Feeling this one so much, excellently expressed anger and pain,

Rein
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