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hurt

Combination of sobriety and inebriation
callibration of the twisted steel rodded arrow shot through my heart
pinching nerves and lacerating emotions
on a rollercoaster ride
before the high tide
sun set
as the moon died
keeping bloody hand prints on my back
a secret
while you sleep slumber
in jest
no guilt
too much to digest
I feel insecure and worn
war torn
communication closed off
throat is full
lips glued togethet
my mentality
vengeful and unattended
hope and faith burned
spurned
keep alive by the sliver of deliverance
of a soul to me
to keep
the ability to forgive
neevr entered the realm of my decision
to bear arms
and take away the life
and regain the one you stole from me
when you decided to cheat
with my friend
my sister
my co worker
and leave the video on the bed
beside the letter of apology
redemption
no
I leave you the bullet
my name carved in it
in an empty space
where your world use to be
I leave you alone
happily
cause herpes is not the connection I want
with me
but surely
you will realize this fact
in tact
is what you think you are
unyil you feel the effects
of your romps
between the burning and the itching
is the lies and mistrust
you weaved
around your clit
and now
you are stuck with it
and the thought
of how ridiculously dumb you have been
in the bed of the devil
and now branded
with the same knife
you stuck in my back
I will pray for you
no need to be hurt
YOU did the dirt
and buried in that shallow grave is your soul
and your heart.....ruptured into shards of ligament
and guilt
Well....
I have left in a cloud of justice
no I told you so
just a goodbye
and a bullet
for the life you murdered
your own