Please Read the note below my poem ...one of our family needs help!!

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"The Letter"

I need to run from these words

My hands are shaking

I feel empty… depressed… so very sad

Nothing left inside

I need to go where no one knows me

I want to laugh out loud

Hysterical

Sky and emotions filled with dark clouds

Lightning flashes in the distance

Heaven so malevolent and dark

Just staring at the letter in my hand

Tears running down my face

My brain racing standing like this

More tears gathers up inside

They just keep on coming

From this bottomless wound

The wound that is just getting bigger

From crying out to the heaven above

Spilling from this emptiness deep inside

I feel myself cracking

Legs no longer strong enough to hold me

I need to run away from these words

Knowing they meant nothing to you

Nothing at all

In silence I turn around

And walk away

From this nightmare

Pulling me apart

A letter no longer

As rain from my eyes

Smudged the ink

Words running down the page

Like these dark clouds

High above my head

Copyright © 2005 Tinka Boukes

I was told by my grandma that whenever we fae probs god would send an angel to solve the prob and help us.
Dear friend, now I need a sponsor. If you can just help.
Sometime this may be my last poem on AD. Oh friends, farewell.

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Wish you all the best

A world of good readers,
And authors.

A place to share-
All my feelings.

It was AD to me.
So I loved AD.

But,
Now I have got a message,
If I renew not my membership,
I would be thrown.

The thought brings,
Only bitterness.
Oh my god, would I loss my AD????
Where is your angel ?

Please send an angel,
Please....