When we loved each other
The summers were warm,
The wind sang melodies
Of youth and innocence,
And the happiness we were
So desperately seeking
Was at the tips of our fingertips,
At the center of our hearts.
It was easy to make love in
Your dining room
Or the back of your truck
Or in the Heaven we created
In the darkness of your room
With a single candle burning
And the heat of summer nights
Smothering us,
Pushing us into each other.
And now I’m waiting to be served
With divorce papers,
Disintegrating into the mass of
Days that have blended together
Into a mess of smudged mascara
And choked sobs to Coldplay, as
I stare at a picture of you
Living somewhere across our beloved
United States
Smiling happily with the wife
You weren’t meant to have.
All I have left are the melting summer days
And memories dancing in my mind,
Tearing at my heart,
Reminding me of you…
Reminding me that I have
Fallen in love for the very last time.