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No One No More
by +Steven Curtis Lance
Friday, July 08, 2005
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"As gradually I slip out of me"



No One No More

I feel myself fading slipping away
Perhaps it will not be necessary
After all as I thought after the fall
For me to commit suicide someday
As gradually I slip out of me

The restraint which has kept me here this long
The question of my culpability
My blood on my own hands becomes less strong
As I do and begins to fade with me

On dreadful websites whenever I say
Anything about not wanting to live
The judgmental mockingbirds come chirping
"Just die! Go ahead! You ought to be dead!"

Blindly anonymously usurping
Nature and nurture nor will they forgive
Me their misperception that I am gay
Would that I were had never known her nor
The others I once thought I would die for

Forget me I just need to get away
And die only for me: no one no more

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Reviewed by Tinka Boukes 7/9/2005
Dark write Steven...and hey don't pay attention to assholes...like that...when ever you like to talk...I maybe a piss off..but a good listener too! Show them the middle finger as a "ZAPPER" and laugh in their face my friend!!

Love and Warm Hugs Tinka
Reviewed by Regis Auffray 7/8/2005
It is good to express one's feelings and to share them with others, Stevie. Just ignore the "negative" and stick with those who love you. Love, peace, and strength to you. Regis
Reviewed by Katy Walsvik 7/8/2005
Collapsing me is becoming a habit, I see, Stevie. I can handle it, if reading such fine poetry and such warm comments is the cause.

Your alliteration lends so nicely to the rhythm "Nature and nurture nor will they forgive..."

Oh, and it sounds like you may need 'katy's lecture #329 on suicide. I have the script handy... you stay alive and I'll get it. Don't move!

I just found a new friend... don't be doing yourself harm. Got it?

(and stay away from those "dreadful websites") Ahem... 'you have poems to write before you sleep... poems to write before you sleep...' (Sorry, Mr. Frost) katy xox
Reviewed by Felix Perry 7/8/2005
A dark write my friend but not without hope, I think your refernces to past loves, inferred sexuality by others and peer support say a lot that you know what is best for the future and it is not death at least not by your own hand.

Felix
Reviewed by Jerry Bolton (Reader) 7/8/2005
Aw, yes, you saiy that, but you need us and those of your peers around you when you decided to die, otherwise you would be silent, Steven. You are too much of a pragmatic (I think) to be thinking that way.
Reviewed by Poetess of The Soul Sheila G 7/8/2005
For you with little Faith
Dig in deeper
Lest not be judged-etc...
Find comfort tonight in Mr. Noodles
Feel his warmth - fill you-

We all care! Hugs,SheeeOXO
Reviewed by Richard Christopher Suarez 7/8/2005

good one Steve.
keep up the good work.
peace',
Rich Criso Suarez
Reviewed by Kate Clifford 7/8/2005
Jennifer response to this echo's my thoughts. I love the way she said that! Another person that cares......so you might as well stick around :-)
Reviewed by Jennifer Ragan (Reader) 7/8/2005
Slip back in and tie a knot.
Who cares what others think.
Most poeple suck and rot.

Jennifer:)

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