You leave Me Confused.
Ever since you said those words
That shattered all my dreams
When you said that love is for the birds
Togetherness is ended, no longer as a team.
You left me feeling hollow
With those hurtful words you used.
But now you act so mellow
Youíve left me all confused.
You even said you loved me
You act as if something has changed
The tears I wept you did not see.
You left me feeling strange.
Something was taken from me.
When you scorned my tears of despair
As I wept for the life we used to be.
It seemed that you did not care
The trust you have stolen from deep in my heart.
Has left deep within a dark empty space
Are you just acting, playing a part
And are you affectionate just to save face.
Although I still love you, I am all confused
Are you a Hawk, disguised as a Dove?
At times when you Kiss me, Iím feeling just used.
Because love is to trust, as to trust is to love.
Could we recapture what we used to be?
Could I ever trust youíd not hurt me again?
I could never again give all that is me.
Thinking one day youíll give me more pain.
I fear what we had is all but lost
I will weep for itís passing each day
You didnít consider the final cost.
When you said those words that hurt me this way.
Robin A Spicer © 22nd July 2005