Burning my eyes, tears spring with no control

Emotions exploding from the depths of my soul

Love for another who I never have met

Instinctive warnings inside of me tell me I should quickly forget

A fantasy world spins a tale that I chance to hear

From another plane I get a message loud and clear

Compelling me and calling me to recant my fear

And give in to the passion for the one I hold dear

Her words had two meanings, but I only chose to hear mine

I think she knows that I love her and our existence entwines

Understanding the truth on a different plane

My self control reigns my freedom and forces me to refrain

My mind craves to explain to her what my body desires

And I fight to extinguish the kindling fires

I must remain where my soul is in check

Maintaining my freedom as my life requires

The love hasn’t ended

The feelings remain

My heart is still beating

In spite of the pain

But she lives in a place

Where for now, I can’t dwell

So in this time and place

I must just wish her well

It doesn’t mean that my pleasure

Comes from a different revel

But my scrutinized existence

Must leave no telling trail

I love you

I’m sorry