i just want you to know that no matter what might go wrong or what the outcome might possibly be after this whole life is ended and we are all in the ground or our ashes spread over the atlantic. i will always be there for you and yet a piece of you will be forever living inside my soul, like a moment frozen in time that no one else has the key to make it continue. our time is not over and if it were up to me i would make it last until after the world has ended and fallen apart. even though now we are not close, in the end we still will carry eachothers blood through our vains. i was once in love with you, but now i am not sure about anything and my cares are slowly declining. the world to me is losing its color, everything is black and white now. to some its makes the world more clear. to me, i see it as one big battlefield. i am my own hero and enemy i fight to destroy every night before i lay my head down beside your empty spot on my bed. my heart still beats,bleeds and aches for you.