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Shinya Lee Yawakazi

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Hollow Inside( I just dont care )
by Shinya Lee Yawakazi
Rated "PG13" by the Author.
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This was written at a time that I didnt know what to do anymore....or what to think...At the time I was having a terrible moment..but the last message in this poem was not meant..I did not mean it..

Down to the core I feel hollow inside

I dont care anymore and I dont know why,

its as if I've lost my whole entire mind

Will my friends and family miss me when I die?

 

I'm telling the truth this is no lie

I cant even shed a single tear down from my eye,

I think to myself why am I like this?

I question myself what did I do to deserve this?

 

Curse,that God bestowed upon me

He said"it was too late,i'm so very sorry",

From the time you were a baby to the age of 18

this spell will make you crazy slowly losing your sanity.

 

And as it sinks in I feel just like a little child

abandoned in the streets with nowhere to go no home,

my only friend is this old man Jai who steals

pies from the bakery everday and night.

 

The one main thing that keeps me at peace

is my acoustic guitar with only 5-strings,

but i'll still play all day long

until i've run out of songs to sing.

 

Now I think back to the past when I was only fourteen

everything was perfect the just right scene,

back in Japan at my house in the backyard

a family barbeque we had a good start.

 

It felt like nothing would ever go wrong

but then the darkness in my heart had tooken control,

blinded my eyes and locked away my soul

my dreams became nightmares I shout"oh!please god no!"

 

But it was already too late

I was already gone,

lost in this world

the forgotten one.

 

I'll always be hollow

no one can save me,

the only thing you'll find

are my random mood swings.

 

Living in the USA

there's only one thing that'll cause my dismay,

to all my friends and famliy

fuck them all,fuck them all I say.

 

ITS too laaaaaaaate!!!

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Reviewed by Karen Palumbo
Your lamenting emotions shine through in this piece so full of desperation of spirit....

Be always safe,
Karen
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