When you think everything is going so smoothly
Then spontaneously you see everything crashing before your eyes
I guess I deserve this because I'm so giddy
You can say I am weak and I don't give a fuck
Today, my skull ruptures and my blood floods me inside
I'm suffocating and all that I can speak of is the hatred that boils deep
in this heart
The fuel to destroy whatever goes in my way
My bloodshot eyes, can you feel how I feel?
Pondering if I can escape this hell
Get me through this one
Do you notice that I'm gone?
This fleeting eruption, can you contemplate my next move or
my wild thoughts are taking hold of me and I can't think clearly
with this head full of rage
They say, "Calm down and take a deep breathe."
But how can I understand when all I think of is hate?
No one won't understand me because all I need is time.
My time alone to reflect on a day's worth.
Why am I at this particular spot and at this particular time?
All I say is God help me beore something will take a hold of me and
I will never return again.