Make me whole again
I am only 60% of myself
I want to get back to what I’m use to being
Happy, adventurous and comical
Lately I’ve been in reverse
This cycle seems unstoppable
I can sit and make a list of the things that make me unhappy
But why make a situation worse
Trying to think of new ways to make the situation work
But my plans always fail
I cannot continue to think of ways and never succeed
It’s hard to work at something when the other party does not believe
But I got to continue to search deep
I know somewhere inside of me lies the truth
I know somewhere inside of me may not include you
The other half of me that is
Maybe I should specify
Maybe it’s time for me to move on
Maybe it’s time for me to call it quits
Because right now this isn’t it
I do not need this pain
I’d rather sit quietly in the rain
And search deep within myself
And figure out what went wrong
I want to be 100% again
I want to be happy
I want life to keep going
But right now it feels like it’s going by slowly
This is how I will search within myself through this poetry