AuthorsDen.com   Join Free! | Login    
   Popular! Books, Stories, Articles, Poetry
Where Authors and Readers come together!

SIGNED BOOKS    AUTHORS    eBOOKS new!     BOOKS    STORIES    ARTICLES    POETRY    BLOGS    NEWS    EVENTS    VIDEOS    GOLD    SUCCESS    TESTIMONIALS

Featured Authors:  Diane Hundertmark, iPatricia Hilliard, iKendra Berni, iHarry and Elizabeth Lawrence, ialex canton-dutari, iBob Mitchley, iDave Brooks, i

  Home > Poetry > Poetry
Popular: Books, Stories, Articles, Poetry     

Chantel Philogene

· + Follow Me
· Contact Me
· Books
· Poetry
· 2 Titles
· Save to My Library
· Share with Friends!
·
Member Since: May, 2010

Chantel Philogene, click here to update your pages on AuthorsDen.




Featured Book
Deadlight
by Lasher Lane

Henry, the haunted narrator struggles with his sanity, wondering if his friend's fatal bet was a stunt for attention or an escape through suicide, and if the towering Pal..  
BookAds by Silver
Gold and Platinum Members


As You Walked Away
by Chantel Philogene
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Not rated by the Author.
Share   Print  Save   Follow
Recent poems by Chantel Philogene
           >> View all 1

title sel explainatory

 

As You Walked Away



Today I watched you walk away for the last time. Every step you took my tears built up more and more, and as you disappeared in thin air my tears just hit the floor. Today was one of the hardest days of my life. Today I lost a lover a friend and a heart that won’t mend. As I sat there drench in all my tears, my mind began to wonder about all of those good years. I remembered our first laugh, first cry, first tear, first lie, first kiss, first hug, first I love you, first grudge. When I say that I love you I mean just that, all these feelings that I feel I could never get them back. I’m so sorry I’m doing something I can’t explain, I let you walk away thinking everything would be the same. I guess for the first time in our relationship I’ll take the blame. I don’t know how this will turn out and I don’t know where this will lead me. I need help on my side now the kind that won’t leave me. I spoke of my body being fond of pain but these feelings I feel takes on a new name. Soon I will know if I will live a life of happiness without you or a dreadful life of regret. But this move that I’m pulling will be your biggest regret yet. My eyes are burning from restlessness and tears. I’m scared, I’m lost, I’m helpless, I’m a shame. I built this whole lifestyle that doesn’t carry my name. my heart and my mind keeps playing tug-of-war, but I don’t deserve either one. I’m the only one that can lose this battle because all of the things that I’ve done. But today I watched you walk away and each step you took I stripped you of your joy and as you disappeared in thin air with not one beat in your chest to make it another day. Today I murdered love and let sanity slip away.



Want to review or comment on this poem?
Click here to login!


Need a FREE Reader Membership?
Click here for your Membership!


Popular Poetry (Poetry)
  1.  You Can Have Me
  2.  No Cardinal Sin
  3.  Petrichor
  4.  Gypsy
  5.  Love... Each Day
  6.  Soul Mates
  7.  Porcelain Clay
  8.  The Shore's Of Thought
  9.  'The real me'
  10.  Blind, Deaf and Thoughtless

Embers under my skin by Albert Russo

Albert Russo's new poetry book..  
BookAds by Silver, Gold and Platinum Members

Authors alphabetically: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

Featured Authors | New to AuthorsDen? | Add AuthorsDen to your Site
Share AD with your friends | Need Help? | About us


Problem with this page?   Report it to AuthorsDen
AuthorsDen, Inc. All rights reserved.