I don’t know where I am going
Not quite sure how I got here
Or even where I am.
I have spent my entire life trying to escape myself
Attempting to change the girl in the mirror
But no matter what I do, it is always me starring back.
My sad eyes starring blankly into space
I scream silently and wonder why no one can hear me.
I cry myself to sleep each night because the pain has overtaken me.
I feel as if I am suffocating
Drowning in my thoughts
I have been left alone in this world
Put in solitude by death, abuse, betrayal.
I spend each day wondering why I should go on
When the world seems to be full of nothing but pain.
I am locked in my room feeling so desperately alone
I am the biggest danger to myself
Yet only I can save me.
I feel as if I don’t belong in this world
Yet I go on each day
Fake smile plastered on my face.
I can never let anyone know how I really feel
Because no one would ever understand.