Like the sweet sound of music the rain falls on the roof
Time slows and ppl and things start coming to face
Her past creeps up from behind
Hiding the pain she walks thru life as tho nothing is wrong
She holds back her tears and runs from anything that hurts
But it seems to fail her more and more
Pain is now just a word to her
Went thru all the common stages
She cut herself to make pain real
So she could tell why she was hurting
Even went to the point of trying to kill herself
Still to this day it all lays inside
She still finds herself looking at straight blades and knifes
Wanting to be able to explain the pain, to see it
But apart of her wants to see how it ends
Wants to know if she made the right choices
But there is still that part of her that wants it all to be over
Not knowing which part is more dominate
She moves thru life with glazy eyes and a sad heart!!