by Justin J Vargas
Friday, October 04, 2002
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As you wonder around walking,
You're being watched, but you never know,
I know nothing of your personality,
Please tell me what you show.
A whisper heard from crying,
A message heard from tears,
The harsh pain you receive,
Put me in discomfort,
For it is you I cannot hear.
How you'd love to scream at all the questions,
Trying to hide the fountains of lies,
Emotions felt very displeasing,
Cause you've been denied,
They figured you the type that would hide,
Surrender happens in due time.
Seaching for the truth unfolding,
A scar has been placed in your mind,
You gave up all the answers,
Pouring out the questions faster,
Nothing is left to hide,
Here is some advise,
When you wash away vanity,
I assure you reality can be seen,
Don't start any more lying,
Your senses won't be as keen,
Did you use the sources available?
Though you already depleted them all,
Sitting home relaxing,
You stare at a picture on the wall,
You are weak from all the fighting,
A mob forms and their cheering,
They're there to see you fall,
The stars that choose your destiny,
Blew up and lit the dark sky,
With that awesome light almost blinding,
Shows that your best friends are spies,
You knew this already,
With that assumption in your mind.
Do you think everyone is against you?
Trust me, They only wish to defend,
To you the worthy,
Are the worthless,
Lately you've been your only friend,
In the end bring out the gun and shells,
Getting ready for that one way ride,
"Forget everything, Screw it."
You kissed the tame bullet,
Looking to your named; Professionally engraved,
Load the ticket in the chamber,
Cock back and slowly pull the trigger,
Your mind remembers that familiar,
Dropping your chance to depart forever,
Realizing that quest in life,
Never gave you an identity to call your own.
They condemed the traitor,
Took him from the only things he's ever loved,
Ever since that day,
Always have I felt alone.