Everyday I've been trying to figure out.
Just what it is, this life of mine is all about.
Without you here, I feel an ache deep in my heart.
I hope each day, I'll find a way to understand my part.
But for now, I'll just wonder through the days and cry through the nights.
And avoid this darkness, that tries to occupy my light.
On the day when I stop remembering all there is about you.
Accompanied by angels, I"ll be there and you'll be there too.
When you see the person I've become.
You'll want to stay this time, and not turn and run.
Ocean sounds for now, calm my anxiety.
While daily routines still seem to get the best of me.
Time away, only makes me think more about you.
How we used to love and laugh when everything was so brand new.
The wind that blows today, is here to remind us all,
that we are not the ones who are in control.
City streets full of busy people walking here and there.
Ignore me or do they avoid me as if they do not care.
Silence fades in and out as dark skies turn to blue.
I wonder as I walk, if this is even real or just another memory about you?