You were never mine to have
by Annali m Allen
Monday, October 14, 2002
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You have always made me happy, you are the source of my bliss. And this is frightening, because I have no control of you, you make your own decisions.
And now I stand here in a busy room and all I see is you with your damn arm around another. Even though it was never around me, my heart seems to shatter.
When I look at the pieces I realize that you were never mine to have, so why do I feel so broken and deceived. And whose shoulders should this fall upon. These are answerless questions that roam my being.
I have been affected so deeply by a simple boy. Iíve been hurt both mentally and physically, but never has it burned so deep.
I donít want these feelings, the way that they have been served to me. But I must take the bad with the good, because there is no way to separate these things.