From the mountains we climbed

To the silence we broke

I hold back so much

Unsaid words stuttered and choked

All the disgust that I’ve bled

And all the salt that I’ve spilled

It’s you to give me reason

For the perfection I’ve killed

Your intrusive shine is blinding

As you tear me from the abyss

I ache for my old pattern;

All the numbers that I would miss

Serenity in my chaos

Why can’t that be all she wrote

Force upon me confronting questions

My conflicting answers stuck in my throat

You’re blind to all the numbers

You don’t see the patterns spread

Look at what you do to me;

All the white that you’ve stained red

So cut me open, take it out

Mar the only worth I have to show

I thought you’d be salvation

But you’ll always be my foe