My mother said, NO! So I never let go....
No conclusions were lived, no settlements made
My mind just remembers the price that we paid
Hearing his voice after so many years
Stopped me dead in my tracks; shed so many tears.
Floods of emotion... but what is for real?
Imagining fantasies? Why won't my heart heal?
Desperate to not hurt the love I hold true
Keep secret my feelings and hope this blows through
This drama is dragging my heart back in time
Think forward and STOP this horrible crime
Go back and stay where my memory should live
Again I must leave you. I pray he'll forgive.