by Elida Gonzalez
Wednesday, March 26, 2003
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Oh, how I want to express my emotions
Show you how I feel
So deep in my soul, itís killing me inside
While I wait for a simple equanimity
My heart is in search and in pain for help
Trouble and pain is taking over my mind
Wanting to leave the world behind
With a bottomless urge to scream out loud
Denial takes over
Whatís left of me
As I stare into those beautiful, lost eyes
My heart is weak
I want to cry
Why so cursed and in pain?
I listen to what he tries to say
Tell him itís okay
Youíre my idol
My only friend
The only human being that understands
Enigma of a life
So I try to control my pain my anger
I notice your not around
Youíre cry for help is gone
Am I deaf?
I searched for help
My idol, my friend
Where have you gone
Guilt, Denial, Pain, AngerÖ..Unerring
How I want to express my emotions
So hurtful, full of frustration and confusion
My Idol My friend
Adore and moan is all I could do know
I wont see you ever again
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|Reviewed by Elida Gonzalez (Reader)
|same here..... thank you though|
|Reviewed by na na (Reader)
|Elida, I don't know about your art, but your poetry is great. Bill|
|Reviewed by Elizabeth Taylor (Reader)
|Well done. From the heart.
Now the healing.