Beloved

Am I wrong
to leave your side
am I wrong
to not abide
to rules you set
for me to follow
empty me out
until I'm hollow
for you to fill
me with your lies
and haunt me with
your alabies
for what you've done
to be so bold
but in your heart
it seems so cold
for I believed
that I was whole
to you whom which
my heart was sold
you think you know
but you can't tell
what it's like
to be in my hell
to burn alive
every day
to be taunted and teased
in the cruelest ways
but there you go
into the arms
of satan himself
but I have found
truth in the wreckage
and peace in this war
you cannot stop
you cannot stall
for I am awake
like never before
this will not happen
never, no more
you will not plague me
with what you call "love"
you will not confuse me
say that you're from above
cause I acn see
through this cherade
and you will sleep
in the bed you made
and lay awake
knowing you lost
all chance of hope
and what it cost
to all of those
who ohld you dear
which you throw away
when they move near
though I am here
and you are there
no longer do
a heart we share
to make one whole
to form one part
together from
the very start
that life was formed
and we were born
darkness
the world was torn
from what we know
to what we see
life ceases
how can this be?
but I want not
what I thought I did
I held my place
until I slid
into the place
where I dispise
a world of death
a world of lies
a whole is what
I strive to be
a whole is what
I will never see
it seems noone cares
when I am down
that is until
I claim my crown
and I will rule
over he who casts
these stones of fate
and I will win
what I choose to take
to my grave
devoid of light
free from fate
free from plight