turn away
and let me see
the lonliness and heartbreak
which has set me free
from the world which embraces
and never lets go
denying the light
denying the flow
of life through the hands
of the one who holds more
and struggles for peace
but insted finds war
no matter how hard her tries
things can never be the same
he has lost all hope
he has lost the game
every day
I try again
to reclaim my life
to end my pain
but the way to that
would take me down
ever embracing
when I come round
to greet me into
your fulfilling life
and stab me in the back
with your two sided knife
my wounds still bleed
till this day
I give in not
to your dismay
but time will tell
what time will know
rocking back
to and frow
from what is past
to what I feel
a new thought now
and hearts will heal
the knife twists and turns
drawing blood
drawing burns
from deep within
my tortured soul
stealing pieces
from what was whole
but the stone which hit
my tainted heart
has taunted me
since its troubled start
but hurt no more
I will let me be
remove the lens
so I can see
what I have missed
where I have been
when I want not
what I have seen
nothing will ever
overcome what I have felt
more than I could feel
other than what I have been dealt
right away I escape
emancipating those I need
giving in to temptation
hunger I will feed
but I cannot feel
what I did before
I am never free
I can never adore
the gift I have been given
to share with my friends
because I am gone
and that is the end