Sitting at my desk
Once again making myself depressed
Why do I keep looking through a microscope
Yeah really, like that is going to help me cope
It is every little detail that I see
My inner most feelings, what’s inside me
Constant conversation with myself
Over and over, please give it a rest
The more I look
At my life’s book
The sadder I get, the more I cry
The more I wish to die
So please let this go
Move on Sara, let life flo
Meander with the current
Yes, face every torrent
But don’t look inside
As it makes for a sorry ride
Too many downs
Always leaving you in a frown
I had a good meeting this morning with my customer and I finished my paper that is due for the first meeting of my next course, Management: Theory, Practice & Application. So despite my original wish to stop writing. Here I am with a few minutes and doing it again. Writing instead of reading what you all have written. I am not trying to be melodramatic really, I think I’m just loosing it.
Dear AuthorsDen Author,
It has nothing to do with anything you have said. I just have a lot of work to do and I have found that since coming to authorsden I have spent an inordinate amount of time crying. I am sick of it, sick of me. Sick of feeling sorry for myself. Sick of love, sick of hate. I just need to stop obsessing over me, me, me, me, me. Thank you for your concern. I'll be around. I just need to stop for a while.
Poem titled, “To All I Have Hurt” dated April 7, 2003
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|Reviewed by serenety L
|I read through a couple of your older poems and just wanted to let you know that I loved this one very much. Touched my heart. S.|
|Reviewed by Birdie Houston
|Good write just remember time brings about a change|
|Reviewed by E T Waldron
|Do whatever you have to do,find another focus;-)!All the best!|
|Reviewed by Oisín Breen
|chill. relax. Always good winds comin just look for em.
|Reviewed by Tony Nerone
|Hi Sara, You will be fine. Do not be alarmed. If I may say, stop thinking of that bozo, and you will be sublime.
|Reviewed by the phantom pheonix (Reader)
|i so sorry that you struggling i wish i could help but i dont know how so hope you get better is all i can do for now|
|Reviewed by Tinka Boukes
|HI Sara...glad to see you...
How Do I Make It Stop??
Write about it and get it out.....VENT sister VENT.....paper can take it and can't get HURT.....only the heart...can't take it...
|Reviewed by Karla Dorman, The StormSpinner
|((((HUGS)))) know i care...super girl, you are in my prayers. (((HUGS))) and love, karla. :)|
|Reviewed by Karen Lynn Vidra, The Texas Tornado
|((((super girl)))) i am so sorry you are struggling; you are in my thoughts and prayers, and i hope all will soon be well. take care, and don't give up your writing; i love your writes! love, your friend in texas, karen lynn. ((HUGS))) :(|
|Reviewed by T. Emilie Dybevik (Reader)
|When someone dumb walks toward you....start singing the umpa loompa song from Willy Wonka in your head! It makes my day go faster... ;) Teresa|
|Reviewed by Elizabeth Taylor (Reader)
|Reviewed by James David Compton (Reader)
check your messages.
|Reviewed by Josephine Bohen
|honey you are not alone. peace to you. take care.