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verse and thought by john webb inspired by Valerie
I question for answer solutions to find
Deep to the soul of my very mind
Through stages in life Iím unhappy it seems
I rely on hopes and build feelings from dreams
I often wonder why things happen that way
Then cast them aside as I hope then pray
Dreams that fill my every need
Its not of selfishness nor is it of greed
Itís to make them come true and not buried in mind
Itís to realise the happiness I seek to find
Whatever I touch goes wrong it seems
But only in reality not never in my dreams
But have they gone wrong my expectations too high
I resort to my dreams and in reality not try
Is my vision all wrong my perception deceived?
It goes against all I have been taught and believe
Did I ask for this burden too much to expect?
When dignities gone and no self respect
Is my quest for love to receive or to give?
Are my dreams purely there for the will to live?
I struggle with my heart the reality of it all
The emotional mountain I climb Seems to end in a fall
Why canít I be happy with the life I have built?
Why do I carry the scars of emotional guilt?
What crime did I commit in a former life?
To be burdened a woman a mother a wife
A soulmate to find do they really exist
My mind says no but my heart does persist
To find that person to share my dreams
To repair my heart to sew the seams
To carry the weight that lays in my soul
To look for bright futures one love one goal
My darkest secrets revealed not spoken
A true sense of love not by chance nor token
These feelings I have they fill me with guilt
Like an un-watered flower my heart does wilt
So my search will continue as my heart does beat
My soulmate is there if not to meet
I close my eyes a sanctuary to find
To please my heart my soul my mind
My inner-self a chance to be
To live a dream in reality
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