Memories of feelings within my soul found me yearning for passionate moments when we made breathtaking love and nothing vanished but our words I stumbled within my thoughts feeling despair as I remember your inaudible desperation when you bled with hot thick love from your veins of red crimson As I searched for deeply consoled moments of happiness my mind slipped through tears of tired saneness and my exhausted thoughts became empty I lay there silent with my pillow below while my stone face cried out in sullen realization It was only a dream