by Damara Simmonds
Wednesday, March 13, 2002
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I had a dream
That I was all alone;
That my closest friends didn't understand me at all,
That they didn't notice if I wasn't there,
That they really didn't care.
That they always said exactly what I didn't want them to say,
And did exactly what I didn't want them to do;
That no matter how hard I tried
My best was never good enough
And they always wanted more.
That they just wouldn't let me ever forget
Every little thing I've ever done wrong
And I did everything wrong
And I could never do anything right.
That no matter how good I was to them
They always had somebody better
Who did everything better
Who they always loved better;
And I was so scared,
And so lonely,
And so utterly heartbroken
Coz I'll never find someone
And I'll never have anyone
And I'll never be anyone worth being,
And no matter how much I cried
I always cried more.
That was my dream.
No, wait...that wasn't a dream...
That is my reality.