I met him for the first time off the internet through emails, chats,and a web cam to show him my face. And he showed me his face on his web cam. It turned out to be a beautiful friendship through chatting on line. But he lived far away in LA and I lived in Indiana. And he had a stressful job writing featured films.I think I was falling in love with him, but only through chats and emails.Than my world crashed before my eyes, because he stopped chatting and writing to me.
I didn't know if I did something to end this beautiful friendship, that turned into a loving, respondid affair. My feelings were crushed, and my heart ached for his loving touch from the internet. I was lost between his world and mine. And I go on every night waiting for a reply from him, but none develops.
His name was Sean and he made me feel so alive, through our long awaiting chats and emails. And now I feel that I lost him forever. What can I do to get him back? He loved my musical greeting cards that I corresponed to him. It made his day that night when he just got off work from a hectic stressful situation. He had beautiful eyes, and a smile to light your fire in coexistence. I think about Sean every night and day. And this friendship was developing into something more between us.
Once you find love, you do not let it slip away from your fingers.And if it does slip away from your grasp, then it could be too late to rekindle. I thought I found love on the internet, and went the long distance but what happened? A man makes you feel alive and every senses in your body tinkle with sheer excitement. You explore new worlds, that you never dreamed of. Although, we had chatted for a short time and Sean made me feel in love, I will always remember him fondly till the end of time. A love that should've last a long time.