July 23 2005 - 3:35 in the a.m. In The Kitchen At The Manor
Lots of names that I do see in my address book
Where de f*ck are they all now? I just took a look
Most I haven't the faintest clue, some I can't remember
Looks like a lonely birthday, in this coming December
Home alone, alone at work, it seems it's back to me
And really now all I want to do, is climb a mountain and scream!
I have to keep on going and with a smile, no frown
I'd better take my own advice: Don't let the barstewards grind me down!
Bruised and battered, hurt and scarred, betrayed and villified
Lied to, shat on and what's more, they cut me deep inside!
Yet still I'm here, I'm writing this and still I will endure
I've got to take all that they give, though it seems more and more
Is it because I can take it? I don't want it that's true
I can't believe that this is part of being born a Jew!
What a strange thought that one was, for down the centuries
We Jews we have been ostracised when trying to be free
It's true enough I am a Jew, I also am a Man
And in this life I think I lost my wonderful Master Plan!
Well not quite I will admit, my Master Plan Number 1
I can't remember ever having a Master Plan, not one!
I've always taken it as it comes, what else is there to do?
Whatever the reason that's how it is for this Alien Wandering Jew
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