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Since I was a little girl, I’ve been on a kind of mental metamorphosis contemplating how each generation was supposedly built on the accomplishments of the last. I’ve decided I got my courage, my sense of self, and all my primal
values from my mom. I got my imagination, my sense
of humor, and my creativity from my pops. Also, like
them I am not brilliant, prolific, or have unwavering
talent. My best quality is my stubborness. Second best
is my gift of wild wonder I never seemed to lose. There are
many things we just couldn’t wrap our heads around
like politics, math and failure. It takes a lot of hope
and “let’s try anyway” to live in our world.
When bogged down with should and shouldn’ts,
as well as do and don’ts, our will and imagination
takes over. We lived like magicians who rejoice
in making the invisible visible.
My mom was a seamstress and my pops was a
mechanic and inventor. As for me, getting the
right words in the right sentence at the right time
can be gratifying as using my imagination to
produce a sculpture, pot or vase. I’ve found passing time
thinking, researching and fulfilling my own
potential makes my heart sing and my eyes bulge
with excitement. This labor of love is like being wrapped
in the arms of angels. I am encouraged by Pablo
Picasso who tells us, “Every child is born an artist.”
Maybe, just maybe, I am an artist, too. Although
I am master of none, I do seem to be "jack of all."
Peace and happiness for many of us does not always
depend on faith, moral virtue, still less on money.
Although wealth and all the delightful things money
can buy makes us happy, it cannot keep us happy
like bringing our true purpose to fruition.
I’ve decided I got my courage, my sense of self, and all my primal values from my mom. I got my imagination, my sense
of humor, and my creativity from my pops. Also, like them, I am not brilliant, prolific, or have unwavering talent althought I would very much like to. My best qualities are my stubborness and perservenence. I also have the gift of retaining most of my child wonder and I like to look on the bright side of things. There are many things I just can't wrap my head around like politics, math and failure. It takes a lot of hope and “let’s try anyway” to live the life of a poet and writer. We seldom get immediate gratification from others for our hard work.
When bogged down with should and shouldn’ts, as well as do and don’ts, our will and imagination takes over. We live like magicians rejoicing in making the invisible visible.
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