Have you ever been in a situation you simply abhor?  The first thing that comes to mind is why did  God put me in that situation.  I did not want to teach middle school nor did I want to travel an hour to get to work everyday.  I have been pretty stressed because I prefer to be working at a school closer to home.  The last thing I wanted to do was to go back to teaching middle school.  I taught middle  school for 15 years and  taught high school for 9.  I left middle school because I could no longer deal with the emotional ups and downs of   these students.
I am trying very hard to keep a positive attitude, boy it is really hard.   I am now teaching 4  middle school French classes and 2 high school.   Everyday  I ask God  "what do you want me to gain from this experience?"   I have yet to figure out what it is he is trying to teach me.  I have to keep my heart open and tender, but it is sure hard . 
My school district placed me in 6-12 school even though  I made it clear I wanted to only teach high school.    Everyday is a new day, I am still pondering on " OK GOD, WHY?