I really do want to believe, yet there is a part of me that they keep pushing away.
What am I talking about? It is the first Moon landing.
I recall staying up till the early hours in 1969 and looking at those moments with great awe. It was after when the moduke took off that I doubted, oh yes way back then.
As I look at time and time again, the camera that follows the modules blast off, it is too slick, too tech to be right for some remote device on the surface of the moon. Indeed all those grainy images and poor tv pictures yet I was led to believe that a camera was on the surface of the Moon panning the blast off of the module. It holds the shot as it fires then almost as if so clean faultlessly rises up to follow as if a human hand were controlling. I cannot and will not believe that NASA had the tech to do that with the avaliable precision and skill that in that shot it would have taken to control from Earth, it is for 1969 just to Earthy.
It does not also sit comfertable that the original footage was erased, that seems like so many cover ups to hide a small error here and there, a big error, you just do not erase historic data, unless.
I do appologies for appearig to put it down, I really do not want to, but I find it hard to grasp and believe.
There is doubt because? because, because; that doubt has only become more entrenched as the years moved on, because I am expected to believe, not because I am convinced.
It just follows on from all the air-brushing of Mars photographs, one minute its there, the next it never existed.
I am erring on the side of belief, just wish NASA would be honest about aibrushing photographs. Like the one from mars thats attached.