Since I sure hoped it to be true finally but far from meant to be for me!
How can one be so gullible and seem to always make such a mess of things and literally a complete fool of themself.
In addition did I honestly believe that love at first site could ever happen wrong and not reality once again.
Furthermore, sometimes I guess one wants it to be true so much that they can be easily fooled and take just a simple hello in the wrong way sad to say.
Since one has always dreamed of that magical world where happily ever after really exists and you want it to with all your heart and soul.
Furthermore, there is always hope that one day far away as he suddenly comes your way he sure will stay.
Since you are not searching as hard and thinking that every hello or flattery line means oh he just might be mine.
Yes it is sure nice to have friends and we need them in so many ways as they do guide us through the darkest of times but also know they are just a friend in the end.
Since you might have assumed it being more is when you can become simply ignored.
Furthermore, throughout this life many have seen their downfalls and yes much heartache along their path and most times it can be only natural to expect something more for once and that means to finally know what those true heartfelt feelings really are and to smile daily instead of always tears of sorrow as who wants that in all honesty.
Heartache is the worst feeling in the world and you tend to become lost in a whirlwind always searching for the one sign that he might be mine .
However ,truly make sure that it is the right sign and you do not soar off into this make believe world that I found my prince charming and suddenly a true princess I am as soon the bubble burst and all your dreams come tumbling down as you now frown once again.
Of course it is difficult as you have went your whole life just praying for a moments happiness that sad to say never existed as you wanted nothing more just a simple smile a day instead of cries of pain.
I now sit back and feel rather foolish more than I ever could and just was recently told I am making a complete fool of myself because I believe in something that always seems to fail.
However, since I have always told truth in my verses it has took many years for my heart to completely heal after all I had endured and never thought I would give just a hello another thought as pretty much I’d run off .
Although deep inside I know life must carry on and there must come a day to take that chance again no matter how it turns out as you cannot shut the world out remaining in constant fear or a secluded shell.
Sure rejection hurts and most defiantly humiliation now as you took everything the wrong way indeed.
Therefore, one must always keep the highest hope alive and know that the man above hears every plea and has seen all that you endured and just maybe a true miracle will finally come your way.
However I sure know the man above truly listens as he did bless me with actually the greatest love of all my four children that are certainly the air that I breathe and if Mr. Right never passes my way who really cares as I already have friends who do care and the love of a lifetime.
That truly comes first and foremost my children the most charming of all.
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|Reviewed by Regis Auffray
|"I now sit back and feel rather foolish more than I ever could and just was recently told I am making a complete fool of myself because I believe in something that always seems to fail."
I can relate to and understand the feelings that you share in this article, Laura Lee. Those of us who express ourselves so openly leave ourselves very vulnerable to be hurt. The way in which you end your anecdote indicates strength and conviction and hope as well I think. Thank you for sharing. Love and best wishes to you,