Some people call me crazy when they found out I pray for the crabs put into boiling water alive. Some people just said that I was overreacted, and should focus on my own problems. Some other said that both the anger and sadness I felt were because I didn't understand.
So sorry my friend, it is a Big yes, that i don't understand. The pray comes even before I know (through books) that some priests are already settled to pray for dead animal spirit.
I heard (luckily not see) there people that sip a monkey brain , cutting the animal head alive, sit there and sip, like the way I sip my coffee, while the monkey shout its throat up. Some say that I am too soft shedding river on my eyes on such suffering. If I meet such people somewhere and got a riffle with last two bullets, first bullet is for the monkey and second bullet is for the sitting & sipping evil.
The raging anger is reduced by thought that such evil one day will be the monkey head cut, or perhaps the present cut monkey was once the person sit on the chair sipping.
I don't give a damn actually, just if i got single bullet gun. I will shoot the evil sipping on the THROAT, so the absurd greedynes could be stop.
Alive dog as shark bait, what a show of power upon other that can't fight back, what a coward..
but the damnest thing that bugged me is, even for A SILENT pray...... they call me crazy.
IF this is means I am too softhearted ... so be it. When I see myself in the mirror..I still see me in there (or at least that was my thought at that time)
even retelling this, cause me burning anger inside, sooo burning that I got my eyes wet. Even if we are stronger, doesn't it mean to protect or help the weaker?
Is not enough that one be born in lower stage of life, so the higher brrawned state should torture them...?
What I see done, is done by my own fellow human being. Reasonable enough for me to choose being black wolf...would it be for you.?
Excuse me my friends, brother and sister. .....after writing, than my anger is well reduce. Ego is truly a never ending blindfold.
And Do Excuse me to bother you with such anger tune in your lovely day/night. Just don't be offensed my friends....
Tarian Hujan 2010