The Moon manage to open Her queen smile tonight, varrying with the song of Mother heard only by some. Though Wolf is no longer on the saddle, the smell of wet night air, seems always make him miss the past river band riding. No rifle at that time, and no riffle for now, yet he never has doubt his ability to fight.
Same thing ten years ago and now, so little He found ...ones that understand that love, even the most unconditional, must be fight for to get and maintain. He already settled in a house with a wife and a daughter, two most precious...unconditional love he had fought to win. The wife might feel His missing toward the riding time, yet could manage too wear Wolf point of view of such singing journey period. The lady still connect it with the unavoidable parting. Perhaps...just perhaps...the daughter will understand this in the future.
He wasn't an outlaw, in the past or now, cause He never take anything that belong to others, but gladly share anything given or taken.. To the Moon he can still smile and sing the heart cry, at the same time feeling fortunate to have two pearls lying asleep next to him.To his Heart river he manage to reduced the hidden pain.
Wolf understand, by asking directly, the wife will let him do the riding again, though for her , maybe, at the first time, it could be a bloody river. Wolf know that many would choose to stay with him, and at the end blaming the river as the bloody one. Wolf know that The River, The Mother and The Ocean will drown the blaming up to its bottom, no matter how many will come. Wish he could have just 1/1000 of such big heart of the Nature.
Many has slept on his lap with their heart, even including his horse sending out the last air from its heart. As if he could see the horse spirit stappling out of its former flesh cage. The running spirit that indeed reduce his pain to leave his forever best friend black horse. So once again,.. wolf did smile.. as he would be running free too.......but if he can...if the option is in his hands....Wolf would wait long enough so his Wife and Daughter are able to see His Spirit running free, such one he saw on his horse, ten years ago. The without logic best friend, that would give anything...
Indonesia August the 20, 2010
NB: Happy Birthday Dawn Bluewolf ^__^