While still sitting on my floor sipping out coffee, trying to still my mind, the growing happiness seeing my two pearls chattering around like the most healthy birds in the world.....great gifts already awaited me on my homepage. ....32 new New Native America Friends request and suggestions..My heart is blooming...somebody must have heard my pledge out there.

Upon happiness I directly try to accomodate all of yet, despite of the "very good Network". After failing several freind  request sending, I choose to send them message instead  to add me back, cause it will be easier on me and my Computer, will not roar like helicopter  again, at least not for a long time.

After almost an hour doing that, a messages come which carefully mention the He, Brother Red hallo Has recieved about 20 same messages. I  explained that i don't have any intention to do that, apologize for the uncomfortable situation I must cause Him. (He reply back without any hints of anger. Can you imagine that...a future friend send yuo same 20 maesages close before your bed time, yet instead of angry he just said "I try again tomorow" What a big heart..

Why do I write all these, because Now I do know..If I choose to believe on positive things, then they will come to me. Just try to believe more, then what you believe will come to you....

Thank you all my friends for sharing your hearts. There is nothing fake when it comes to love.

IF this gifts came before I read Shona Patteson golden Ink "nothing to fear" , then the joy would not be this great ^__^

There must someone out there that really mange things for me to recieve things step by step. Someone my heart called  or Named God the almighty. The one that always spare me the sweetness of Journey even during the worst.

Each one of you my friends, has done your great part in making me understand more...so the greatest gifts today is actually each one of you, whoever, wherever and whatever you are, tagged  or not tagged

Indonesia 2010