Loving God In the Presence of the Devil
Soul to my Soul
My soul had hate and a black mist of contentment. I am walking through the mist stating the obvious I am stupid in my ignorance my anger and hatred runs my action more than I know. until the mist let up and I stubble into a crowd of smiles and laugh at them for there is nothing to smile about until I realize slowly and stupefied that there was a pure soul standing there in the middle saying nothing hateful and mean but smiling and saying how much love they have for everyone. I scream and walk up and say shut up you are weird.
They smile and do not hurt me and do not push me. I am sad inside and do not want to be seen. However, I started the cycle now I feel like I do not know if should continue or start later. Judgment from a few around me creates a small stir but for some reason I focus on the sweetness and purity, i feel in front of me. I feel different and bright. Why? Love or just happiness stared me in my eyes and smiled. I am close to heart now I feel it beat. I feel the blood in my body. I feel my love surface but not much just enough to know it is there. Sweet Kiesha you can be loved and you deserve it...
Turn around and walk away with the knowledge that even though human being are flawed, can, and will hurt you love make it all worth it. The purity of the feeling has a new soul present standing in front of you. It is not fake, it is not discriminating, and it will not let you do not. .We let us down. We expect more from where it takes us. Love draw out the beauty in someone. Crush or lust has always shown its different love stays consistent.
My vow change and I see emptiness for something more to feel my space I left for light. The soul is tricky. Because we all start out naïve in some way. If not street smart we are book smart most people I have been around seem as if there are limited to both.
So many takes on the evilness that is displayed so many opinion floating not enough facts and the facts are out there secret groups and people that thrive on power seem to try to hold it asshole tight. We can seem to get ahead with rules that make us feel defeated but we are free so hatred is born and mean action form. Do human fight for good reasons. We stated in the past there was good reason if there was it was quickly moved to something different for the power to be shifted to the beings that have more knowledge. To me that would be the real war. Fighting all the time if everyone had the same equal knowledge. Many people that come along would kill for smaller things. Like a piece of paper that may hold the secret to how we got here. THE BIBLE! Wow was that not a war! Well it’s still here I think a lot of people are not designed to think things through for one why are you killing in the name of a Lord that loves everyone and still gives justice to the wronged you are not God so you don’t know who and how you have wronged someone. You are going on books that have been tampered with goes back to my title Soul to soul where are we standing in Gods eyes.
Why would you kill for God’s sake we he stakes a message he will be the justice. So taking matters in your hands kind of seen as if you saying screw what he says. In addition, I am talking to people that are following there bibles word for word. Do anyone do any research bibles were put together by man. Do you want to trust the soul inside and the voices that say something is wrong versus power seeking human beings that have destroyed themselves through history? God comes to you but guess what why would he come to a generation of people that draw their own conclusions on war and killing people for wrongs and abortion, PETA throwing blood on people I can just see the native American laughter.
Good luck to Americans for claiming the world. Why do we want power it gets you high and guess what history shows that even though people come up dead? Smarter people expose the truth. Let us say you do not believe in God and there is an Idol you worship. So if your idol is saying kill everyone and gain power by media or whatever to brainwash people why would you do it. I am a confused person that was born here saying if it can be done why would a person that has bad actions and heart not do it. Does power increase goodness?
Depends some kings seem good and things seem to go good but again you are counting on a human to run your life and say to you every day you are happy you are free. Now get on with your life. I have always had this longing for Ireland and never been there. Actually Europe in general. I am confused by this but oh well. Anyways my statements are coming from my mother and my observation of the cultures and the people standing in the power town and cities and saying oh right you poor people we are okay you are okay and we are saying wow you are ok and stating we are but cannot seem to give me more meat to eat or a new car due to mine being driven to death and just need the help. Why do secrets stay hidden because no one wants to cause the fight and the ones that do fight do not think it through and lose? Why because of that great feeling everyone has ANGER. It ruins you every time. How about someone actually use their brain and set up something to help all people. Not just bringing food to poor countries , how about using the extra money to build homes and put a bigger boundary for the gangs since they want to kill everyone out of anger or whatever there reason have been if there are gangs that form since everyone seems to bully the smaller guys put them in jail.
Angels and spirits are they real. I like to believe so.
I am thinking who truly care about them unless they are your relative. My point by bringing this up is that people kill one another without care... However, what if the spirit could haunt the person the spirit can could actually do something about it. Like a teen get killed by a drug dealer by walking down the wrong street do you think the drugs dealers of the world would keep shooting insanely or become wiser. Alternatively, would they keep shooting? If that boy could get up as a spirit and make the car run through his power as he drove away he could not control it. In addition, the spirit can stare him in his face every day. Why do we need motivation for everything including to be good?
My feelings are that feelings I have two kids and one on the way. Why does human being have to be monitored? Oh, I know there are dark humans they have crazy thoughts and will dish out pain with no problem. What make a group of people follow behind a leader that says kill yourself unless you are running from something much worse in life? Death must have a better outcome. I see that it may have but I would like to wait my turn. I am not too excited on not living life on earth for as long as I can. I do believe humans designed the diseases out here. It’s not hard to form disease controlling agents and the movie that everyone hopefully seen where the government done those horrible things and at the end they stood up for themselves was amazing insight that it could happen and who can be paid off faster…the media. Report this report that they tell some reporters. Ever seen a reporter show Defiance?