Through the years my relationship with God has gotten stronger.

When I write I find answers to questions I do not even know I have. I thought I was a bad person that God would never forgive, I found out that God does forgive and God has forgiven me. It is I who has to forgive myself.

I have found from living life and growing that I can forgive myself. I can love myself it has been a gift to love myself. I can say I like who I am today, and most of the time I love who I am.

God shows me the way and gives me the answers, when I reach out and let God take me over that is when God writes through me, God writes what needs to be said. God knows what each of us needs. I don’t know what I need or what you need but God sure does.

As I type these words I let the Spirit flow through me the Spirit takes me over and I don’t feel pain any more, as I type I don’t feel shame I don’t feel anger. All I feel is peace and love. Writing is peaceful so I continue to write these words.

Take a moment and breathe in deep, hold your breath in and then let it out slowly, and feel what you feel don’t put any expectations on what you feel just be for that moment. Just be and know that I am God.  “Just be and know that I am God.” Those words give me peace and I become one with God for that moment or for however long it lasts, being still being one with our Creator.

Take that time for yourself and if you feel the urge to write then write what ever comes out that is God writing through you. 

I like to do that same thing when I sing I take time and breathe, let God take me over and just be one with God. Then I sing, I don’t sing a certain song I let God put the words in my head, whatever words come out of my mouth is from God. This makes me feel at peace. I don’t care how I sound; I just go with the flow of the words that are coming out of my soul. I am hearing these words from my voice for the first time. Just as I am reading these words, that are coming out at this moment for the first time.

This is peace this is heaven on earth.

When I let the Spirit, the Love of God take me over I am in heaven.

I am God’s child and so are you.

Thank you God.

Copyright © October 12,2006 by Denise Contreras.