I know sometimes words can sound sappy and
ungenuine. Words can't always express gratitude or
the depths of despair. I only know that I wish to let my
words express my true self. I don't want anything
from anyone. I just want to be myself and accepted as such.
So much of what I write is of the past. I want to try something
different and write about now. Now is where I am at.
No words can express the lessons I have learned in the past
year. How people can disappoint you, how your own behavior
can embarass you, or how you gain wisdom from your pain
or happiness. I am the one who chooses the path that I follow
each day. I am the one whose heart beats for joy at silly things
and cries at sentimental times. Mine is the heart that breaks
when misunderstood or silenced. I only know that we are
all human, we live and breath and love. If we find some joy
and happiness in this life of ours, that is something
good to be cherished.
No words can express what is in my heart this moment. Wisdom,
strength, love, expressing themselves in many ways throughout
my day. I embrace my new attitude and let go of any blame
or sadness. I have much forgiveness in my heart for all of my
friends. There is nothing that can't be forgiven. I am grateful for
the pain and suffering for the simple reason it made me wise
in my heart. Knowing what I know now, I can move forward in
life, not imprisoned in some dream world of false hope and illusions.
I am free to be myself and I like who I am today. I stand proudly
and joyfully in my own reflection.
No words can express how happy I am this moment.
In my self esteem!
My words are my heart and my heart loves.